He is "him"

i'm a... umm.. said woman umm no.. girl??
okay! u figure it out...
since jan 2010, i'm in love with my school friend..
actually i like him since we were in the same class which it is in 2000..
not a nice guy i think at the first time..
but, day by day i got this kind of something that makes me feel comfort being with him..
and lonely when he just not around..
okay...
is that "something" means love??
no.. no..
its just attractive..
by the way..
the day is coming..
day that i, actually we must move to the next level...
college..
yup!!
we are having a different university...
he still on my mind after all..
once upon a time, someone has crush on me..
he asked me to be his gal..
but the first think came to my mind is him!!
feels like i'm already settle for him..
ya ya ya...
its fairy tale..
then i must back to reality..
that he never try to find me for all this time..
then i said "okay, lets try some fun".
things going change..
i'm dating with some guys..
until i'm in love with the next guy..
fyi, i'm already forget about "him"..
yup, coz he never showed up..
another information is i've found that "he" is in a relationship with someone..
okay, then i continue my love life minus "him"..
but my relationship is not good..
i'm broke with my boyfren, for good i think... n he's think same as i do..
i live my life freely..
having no boyfren, but i have a "boyfren"..
yup, not for a future..
he's a nice boy..
extra care served for me..
loyal driver actually..
u can call me selfish, coz i do nothing for him..
hehehe... come on, i'm young, i'm free...
life is so short right??
things going unright..
then suddenly we met..
me n "him"..
by YM...
yup... YM!!!
dag dig dug..
my heart beating...
sooooo fast!!!
i'm gonna meet my fairytale..
okay, he is there..
wearing a polo shirt n soooooo man!! i cant tell...
i just... Gosh, i do like this man...
n that night is a great nite ever...
dont think something bad was happen okay...